So this one is for you!

You know who im talking too!

I know one day you will read this!

I know you still checking on me...

I know you still feel for me.

You know i use to love the crap out of you . . . did anything for you. Answered your every phone call. Came to see you whenever you wanted me too.

But you wouldnt give me what i wanted. You never wanted to commit. You kept me close to your heart yet far on your side like i was your side chick.

You told me once, you felt like i was a piece of you. You said you felt as if i was never going to leave you.

I had to separate myself from you for a few reasons, not just one. You played with my mind, making me cry, making me think one day we'd be together, thinking you would always be by my side.

This goes out too you.

Because i use to love you and i know you loved me too!

For whatever reason, you just didn't want to cross that line. Telling me i was the only girl you was messing with but i knew you was lyin

. . . . .

Yet, i still stuck around and stayed for awhile. Praying to god, hoping that one day you would come around.

Your name use to cross my mind everyday..

...............................now i barely think about you.

Im still wishing the best for you, my prayers and blessings go out to you.

Cause i could never hate you.

They say everything happens for a reason. I guess we weren't meant to be together.

I brain washed myself for so long thinking you were the only man for me. I was hoping for marriage and babies. Praying one day we'd have a happy family.

I hope you find that girl. That one that touches your heart. Hopefully yall last and never fall apart!

If i ever cross your mind, i hope you remember how down i was for you.

In my heart, i still believe, that you will never find a girl who was there for you like i was.

Cause i prayed to god about you so much, that no other woman could touch . . .

Or compare...

Cause sweetie that love i had for you is very rare. . .

In our generation!

But i aint gone talk you to death, imma end this right here. . .

Just remember if i ever cross your mind, i hope you reminisce on how much i was there . . .

for you, and only you.

This goes out to you!