Wednesday

my generation and the generation after me are the worst. I honestly hate my generation. There is no trust, there is no respect. There is no loyalty. There is only Selfishness. Hate. Rudeness. Everybody wants to be in competition. Bragging about what they don't really have. Lazy.
I was born with an old soul.
The materialistic things don't impress me. I'd rather read a book than sit on social media all day. I'd rather watch movies, eating my ass off the whole weekend rather than hanging in the clubs. I like to stay behind the scenes. Im not flashy. I don't care to be well known. I don't care to have all the "hoes" i don't follow the crowd. I don't care to do what everyone else is doing. I'd rather lay by myself every night than lay with just anyone just to feel wanted. I'd rather talk to myself rather than talk to someone who really isn't listening. I'd rather sit by myself in a room full of people and observe.
I have a big ego. But i am very humble about it. I know who i am. I know what i stand for. I know what i bring to the table. I never second guess myself. People always tell me they love how refined i am and how i carry myself. To me that is the biggest compliment. It shows that i don't have to be pushy and always in someones face to get attention. People notice me simply for just being myself. Laidback, chill, the pretty girl sitting over there. Ill never change for no one.