Friday
Wednesday
A dream that turned into a story.. Part 2
"Susie, lower your voice please, daddy is in the next room." It breaks my heart to hear my daughter say she is scared of her own father. "mommy, i saw something..." i look into Susie's eyes. She knows something, i know she knows. "what is it baby?" "you have to promise not to tell daddy mommy." I carefully get up, and walk over to the door. I quietly crack it open to look over into the next room to see if Fred is still sleep. I close the door back, pushing the towel back under the crack. I even start to run the water in the sink to cover up our voices. "what is it baby, you can tell mommy anything?"
"Mommy daddy is not a good person...
"Mommy daddy is not a good person...
Please don't drink and drive!
Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisted metal, fiber glass
The scene is set, it all goes black. The curtain raised it's final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood, tearing eyes begin to flood.
They pull out our bodies one by one,
"What is going on, we were only having fun?"
One of my friends is missing, what did i do?
Her scattered belongings everywhere, in the road there lies her shoe.
A man is leaning over me, looking in my eyes,
"What were you thinking son?"
"Did you really think you could drive?"
He pulled up the sheet still looking in my eyes.
"If only you'd called your mom or dad, you'd still be alive!"
I started to scream, I started to yell!
But no one could hear me, no one could tell.
They put me in an ambulance; they took me away. The doctor at the hospital exclaimed, "DOA!"
My father's in shock, my mother in tears, she collapses in grief, overcome by fear.
They take me to this house and place me in this box.
I keep asking what is happening, but I can't make it stop.
Everyone is crying, my family is so sad. I wish someone would answer me, I'm starting to get mad.
My mother leans over me and kisses me goodbye. My father pulling her away, she is screaming "WHY?"
They lower my body into a dirt grave, it feels so very cold, I yell to be saved.
Then I see an angel; I begin to cry.
"Can you tell me what is happening?"
She replies, "YOU DIED"
I can't be dead i'm still so young, i want to do so many things like sing, dance and run.
What about college or graduation day? What about a wedding? Please, i want to stay.
The angel looked upon me, and with a saddened voice,
"It didn't have to end like this, you knew you had a choice."
"I'm sorry, it's too late now; time I can't turn back, you'r life is finished son; and that is a fact."
Why did this happen? I didn't want to die!
The angel, she embraced me and with her words she sighed
"Son, this is the consequence you paid to drink and drive, I wish you'd made a better choice, if you did, you would be alive. It doesn't matter if you beg me, or plead on a bended knee, there is nothing I can do, you have to come with me."
Looking down at my family, I said my last goodbye.
I'm sorry I disappointed you dad, mom..please don't cry.
I didn't mean to hurt you or cause you any pain, I'm sorry all your left with is a grave that bears my name. I'm sorry all your dreams for me have all been ripped away. The plans for my future all gathered in a grave.
It was such a stupid thing I did, I wish i could take it back;
But the curtain is being lowered.
SO ENDS THE FINAL ACT...
Tuesday
Baby I'm happy you're home,
Let me hold you in my arms
I just want to take the stress away from you..making sure i'm doing my part, Boy is there something you need me to do? If you want, I got it. Say the word, I will try it. I know whatever i'm not fulfilling, another woman is willing, I'm going to fulfill your mind, body and spirit.
I promise you, I'll keep myself up. Remain the same chick, you fell in love with. I'll keep it tight, I'll keep my figure right. I'll keep my hair fixed, keep rocking the hottest outfits. When you come home late tap me on my shoulder..I'll roll over. Baby i heard you, I'm here to serve you. If it's love you need, to give it is my joy. All i want to do is cater to you boy.
Monday
On & On..
Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learn,
If your knowledge were your wealth then it will be well earn
If we were made in his image then call us by our names
Most intellects do not believe in god but they fear us just the same
-Badu is saying that if we're all made in god's image, then we deserve the same respect, so call me by my name, nothing else...most intellects are convinced that god doesn't exist, but the fear of a higher being or some other unknown force like fate scares us all..
Saturday
"Smoking and stress become a vicious cycle in which people smoke because they are stressed and then become more stressed because they smoke"
When smokers quit...
Within 20 minutes..your heart rate goes down.
Within 3 months..your circulation and lung function improves.
Within 9 months..you start to breathe easier and cough less.
Within 12 months..the carbon monoxide level in your blood drops to normal.
After 1 year.. your coronary heart disease risk is cut in half.
After 5 years..your risk of cancer of the mouth, throat and bladder is cut in half.
After 10 years..your risk of dying from lung cancer is cut in half.
After 15 years..the risk of coronary heart disease is the same as a non-smokers.
A woman is supposed to be a mans soft touch..Basically I've been analyzing and learning myself. As i continue to grow into a woman..i want to actually feel like i'm growing into a woman. I remind myself daily to walk with my head up. I don't care to be that "hard" female..I never did. I like to be that soft warm touch. I want to be that soft body that my man can lay on and feel at ease. just that soft womanly vibe that is so noticeable and attractive. I just want to continue to better myself as a woman. Confidence. Walking with more confidence, talking with more confidence. Expressing myself more freely..less cursing, more smiling, laughing, being nice and being calm. Peace of Mind.Self-Respect.Self- Worth. I've decided to change for a better me.
found an old writing in my phone ❤️
I want to be happy
I want to be wealthy
I want a new start
I want my own apartment
I want a good man
I want happiness
I want to find myself
I want a puppy
I want a best friend
I want happiness
I want to be free
I want a good loyal relationship
I want a closer relationship with God
I want a closer relationship with my mom
I want to graduate from college
I want happiness
I want to live my life
I want to be wealthy
I want to be happy
I want to be happy
I want a good man in my life
I want a good relationship
I want positivity
I want to let go of negativity
I want to be happy
I want a closer relationship with my mom
I want a closer relationship with God
I want to be happy
I want to find myself
I want to open myself up to the world more
I want happiness
I want a fresh start
I want my own place
I want my own apartment
I want to be wealthy
I just want to be happy ❤️
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